July 15th, 2003


"You must want to fly so much that you are willing to give up being a caterpillar"

I can't help but feel as if something has significantly changed in my life — internally. I just feel different than I did a few months ago or even a couple weeks ago. I feel more awake, more back to myself, but better for the wear. I dunno if that makes sense. I'm not sure if it has to. But I'm ready to crawl out of my funk and start taking some chances (again).
  • Current Music
    Frankie J - Don't Wanna Try


My AOL account is blocked. It's an overhead account, so they can't do anything at the 800#. I just called our salesrep on her cell. She's supposed to be calling in.

I'm freaking out. I have no buddy list. I have no AHHHHHHHHHH!!!

it's so cold.... so cold.... Mommy?
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    distressed distressed